Fragments Of Addiction
(Ruined Lives And Wasted Smiles)
Running in circles, carrying weight. Hoping in circles, carrying weight. The weight weakens my sinews. My sinews will burst. And what will be left? What will be left?
Broken fragments of the broken body of this go-for-broke man.
Every time I'm offering you my hand you take it, hold it and break it.
I just can't do it anymore. I need to let go. I want to let go of everything we built our lives upon.
Let go for it now seems so wasted. Wasted lives.
Wasted like myself who's just trying to survive night by night.
And the nights seem endless when the beat and the sound of failure won't let you sleep.
We all have feelings, so do I, but I swallowed every fucking lie.
And now I'm holding the ashes of a time that once was my greatest pride.
You fucking ruined it. You fucking ruined me. I hope you'll regret it. I hope you will see...
„I'm leaving you...breathless...broken...alive!“